I have to admit that Crowley is very inspiring and I felt the need to write something about an affirmation he taught to his students, but first I want to say some things about his work.
Crowley was playing the game of mind alchemy that Lord Marduk had taught us about. He was a true master and I can’t deny this like I can’t deny the tree of death he raised from the grave into our reality and the gates he opened for dark forces.
But just think about this: If our shadow reflections remain unconscious, how can we free our divine spark that is chained like Prometheus? How we will free Lucifer, which will bring our shadows into our conscious and enlighten our darkness?
I must also explain that Apep, Typhon, and all the other equivalents of ‘Satan’ that is present in all the major traditions, are ALSO a part of the mysteries and they are not something that we can just ignore if we are really interested in the higher levels of initiation. Anyone who suggests the opposite is just living in an illusion.
Crowley manifested a reality that already existed and was waiting to be unleashed.
Let us look at Marduk vs. Tiamat, Amun Ra vs. Apep, Yahweh vs. Leviathan, Thor vs. Jörmungandr, Zeus vs. Typhoon and more similar stories, until finally Christ and/or Archangel Michael vs. Satan; it is clear that these stories are a fundamental archetype which you can find in every spiritual tradition.
The champion of the Anunnaki gods, Marduk, fought and won the powers of Chaos led by the Dragoness Tiamat and brought order.
Jörmungandr grew so large that he was able to surround the Earth and grasp his own tail. When he lets go, the world will end. As a result, he received the name of the Midgard Serpent or World Serpent.
Apep/Apophis is called the `World Encircler’ and ‘Serpent of Rebirth’. He was the deification of darkness and chaos, and thus the opponent of light and order.
Apep/Apophis was the opponent/adversary of Ra and his attributes would later pass to Seth, the brother and enemy of Osiris and his saviour son Horus, and to Typhoon who was the enemy of Zeus.
Satan is written with three Hebrew letters: The letter Shin, which means to consume or destroy, the letter Tet which means a snake, or to surround and the letter Nun, which means life. So Satan means, the Snake that surrounds, consumes and destroys life.
You will always read the same story but in different variations where there is always a Dragon which represents the powers of Chaos, and a Dragon Slayer that brings light and order.
Satan is a reality within all humans expressed in analogies within each of us according to our karma.
See also: http://esophoria.org/lucifer-rising-world-shaking/ and http://esophoria.org/the-dragon-lies-bleeding/
The shadow is the reservoir of human darkness and each person has to face their shadow, and by becoming the Dragon and slaying himself he brings himself back to life through the divine marriage and the alchemical process of individuation.
The integration and the assimilation of the opposite that will bring our shadows into our conscious so that we will be able to enlighten our darkness is a CIRCULATORY PROCESS.
So let’s get back to Crowley and his fight with his foolishness. He behaved as though he was superior to me (like his misguided students think themselves superior) and said to me this:
“At least I was not going through circles, biting my own tail.”
I laughed and replied:
“Then how you will free yourself from the circle and how you will reverse your actions and go back to the zero point?”
As always, he didn’t give me a straight answer, and he started his paranoid arguments that always make me laugh.
His foolishness and the lies he fed himself with are also present in his work. For example in one of his rituals he wrote:
“I, Apep the Serpent, I am the heart of IAO. Isis shall await Asar, and I in the midst.
For I am a mighty vampire, and my children shall suck up the wine of the earth which is blood.”
He projects an illusion whereby the evil Apep is the heart of IAO that is something against the essence of what the real masters have been taught through the ancient mysteries. He just projects an illusion where Satan (Apep/Seth/Typhon) is also Lucifer (Ra/Horus/Apollo) and what he is doing in reality is feeding the false projections of the church and the dark brotherhood.
The reversal of this projection that fooled thousands, and even millions, of people through the falsities of the church is simple really. We just need to bring to our conscious the circulatory process. ONLY then we can escape from the circle by going through it and transform through the process of death and rebirth by changing and evolving our skin and our essence in every turn of the circle. So in reality, by going through this circulatory process while still alive we eliminate our karma and take control over our shadow and we evolve spiritually-ascend.
Otherwise we are just being sucked by the shadows, while we feed our ego because we gain intellectual power over the material reality. This is the opposite of ascension. This is the descent to the abyss, but those people who descend there, can also ascend back to light and complete the circle? Can they slay the dragon and make themselves useful to the universe? Or have they lost themselves in chaos? Someone can answer this question for himself.
See also: http://esophoria.org/the-dragon-lies-bleeding/
Let’s play with the numbers for a while and then I will answer to my friend since he asked me to.
ΑΤΟΥΜ (Atum in Greek) = 811 = ΙΑΩ (IAO in Greek)
ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΕΝΕΡΓΟΠΟΙΗΣΙΣ (Activation in Greek)
ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΑΝΤΥΞ (Circumference in Greek)
811 = 8 + 1 + 1 = 10 = 1
IAO = 150 = PI
150 = 1 + 5 = 6
NUMBER PI = 588 = ALPHA AND OMEGA
Read also: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pi
Like one of the greatest philosophers (philo-Sophia, friend/lover of the Mother, the Shakti and Holy Spirit of the Logos) Socrates said, the alphabet is a gift from the scribe of the gods, Thoth\Hermes Trismegistus, and like Samael Aun Weor said, the Hebrew Alphabet is a gift from Archangel Metatron, who is also considered as the scribe of God.
Thoth/Hermes Trismegisus, as many initiates and mystics of our day know also incarnated as Enoch and Moses. He is the Great Architect Archangel Metatron who is responsible for the divine structure of all languages in which the laws of Gematria are applicable. Thoth was considered a self-created being that came directly from the source, but he was also considered to be a son of Ra, the heart and the seat of intelligence or the mind and tongue of Ra, as well as the means by which Ra’s will (Thelema) was translated into speech.
All languages are divine, and like humans who have a triple nature, language also has a triple nature. There is a rational part (logic), an irrational part (chaos), and a hyper-rational part (divine). Language is a living collective organism. Gematria is an ancient method introduced by the one who is also the father of the alphabet and the one who gave me this algorithm. I made this introduction to explain why the English Gematria is no less important than the Jewish and the Greek, but also to explain that some things in our world are not made by chance.
Read also: http://esophoria.org/the-dragon-lies-bleeding/
The most important letter in Greek and Jewish Alphabets is the letter Theta/Teth which has the Gematria value of 9. Both of these letters originate from the Phoenician letter Tet, and this is the Sun Cross in motion and means ‘wheel’.
Read also: http://esophoria.org/the-first-key/ and http://esophoria.org/the-golden-mean-9/
The circle with a point at its center (that was also used for the Greek letter Theta) was the hieroglyphic symbol of the sun god Ra that was the originator for the letter Tet/Theta.
Atum came from the source as a serpent and he will return in this form at the end of his cycle. Later when he was viewed as Ra, he divided from the snake and the snake became Apep, his enemy. So the initial symbol for the Sun-Ra, transformed into the Hebrew and Aramaic Ouroboros pictograph.
The new form of the letter Teth symbolizes the duality within the whole as the one that consists of everything, the one that brings light but also darkness and death. Likewise, the Greek letter Theta is a symbol for θάνατος (thanatos) which means death, but also for θείο (Theio) divine.
The God of the Hebrews is the Circular Logos, the serpent that surrounds everything. He opens the road for the judge who will judge the whole of humanity through an alchemical process and through a very ancient denomination (part of which Aleister Crowley revealed and I will explain in my later works) plan based on the universal laws. These laws bring the kingdom of heaven to earth, known as Heavenly Jerusalem, Shamballa, Olympus, Asgard and so on.
Jesus is the Serpent, because Christ regenerates himself and sheds his skin and his previous made religions whenever he incarnates as a mortal god. Jesus was the incarnation (avatar) of the God of the Hebrews whether they like it or not, and they will learn this first hand because he will return soon just as the worthy Rabbi Yitzachack Kaduri prophesized after Jesus visited him.
Whichever road you take it will always lead you back to Christ, either for your salvation or for your punishment.
WHAT IS THE SYMBOL OF THE HOLY CHILD = 2094 =
A SNAKE WITH ITS TAIL IN ITS MOUTH
Read also: http://esophoria.org/the-cosmic-serpent/
THE GOD OF THE HEBREWS = 1158 = THE DIVINE SERPENT
GOD OF THE HEBREWS = 960 = SURROUNDING =
THE INVISIBLE GOD = THE RESTRAINER =
MENTALLY DERANGE = THE BACKWARDS PATH =
HIEROPHANT LOGIC = THE TRIALS OF JOB =
THE THRONE OF GOD
960 = REVERENCE FOR GOD
CIRCULAR LOGOS = 918 = JUDGE OF THE EARTH
= DIVINE RULERSHIP = HEED MY DOMINION
918 = REVEALING NUMBER = PROVED NUMBER =
PROVED ORACLES = THE HIDDEN CODE FACTS =
NUMERIC PROOF = IRREFUTABLE DECODE
He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.
Revelation 21:1-5Here is my answer to my ‘friend’, Crowley:
1 I saw the Holy City, the New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.
2 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God.
3 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
4 He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
5 And he said unto me, it is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is thirsty of the fountain of the water of life freely.
I, Atum the Serpent, am the encircler and the encircled. Ahriman is my shadow and Asherah is my heart and my left hand, and I direct you both for I AM all.
I AM the ruler of the circles of the Serpents and I COMMAND you.
I AM the Lord of heaven and I am the King of hell.
I AM the adversary and the supporter.
I AM the desire and the undesired.
I AM the light and I am the dark.
I AM the formed and the unformed.
I AM the form and the formlessness.
I AM the rising of the sun and the closure of the day.
I AM the neutral entity.
I AM Abraxas.
I AM the essence that runs through all the veins of all the gods.
I AM the lamb and the golden calf.
I AM the edge of the blade.
I AM the creator and the destroyer for I walk in between all opposites.
I bring the revelation of destruction to those who are opposed to my light.
I bring the hammer of Thor to the powers of chaos who are opposed to my order.
I bring the new world order and destroy the old one.
The sword is my word and the word is my sword.
My word is the Logos and the Logos is my word.
I am the Alpha and Omega and Apollo is my son.
Lucifer, my son, rise through the shadows, and slay the Python.
Take revenge for your father Aser the son of Amen, like is written from the beginning of times.
For I AM the Lord of the Serpents and my light CONSUMES your darkness and my children will rise in the moonlight and bring JUDGEMENT.